Dear Dr Shapiro,
I know you will probably say no, or something. But its driving me crazy not being able to do something to help you. I was wondering if we could come up with some ideas so that i could help you. I know i cant really help you, but maybe i could do something for you, like make you mixed cd’s of your favorite singers, or buy you coloring books to keep you occupied during treatment. Maybe i could vacuüm your office, or something. ANYTHING. not being able to help you is making me feel powerless, and feeling powerless and triggering me. i just sit and wait, and wait, and wait. to hear your voice, or to know you are alright. i don’t want to bug you, because you have a life that doesn’t include me, but i just, i want to look after you in some way. i can’t help it, i’m a protector. So is Gabe. We want to do something, anything to help. Even if it is the smallest thing, it would make us feel a lot better, and you could get something done. Okay?
Love,
us
